I feel like all of my weaknesses, my struggles, the stuff I’m not good at are just super glaring right now. I probably see it more than others (Gabe, Britt, Pam, & the girls see it the most after me), but still.
Not trusting God’s provision and timing enough?
Worrying about what others think about our family?
Impatience? Insecurities? Indecisiveness? Introvertedness?
One week in Cambodia, and I’ve already felt like a loser, a party pooper, an old fart, a worrywart, and a Helpless Helga.
Time to spend some one-on-one with God and ask him to remind me who I am in him. I have a 3-hour bus ride tomorrow with time to hopefully do just that.